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Sunday, May 18, 2008

( Post MIT Syndrome @ 5:53 PM )

I've been suffering from post-MIT syndrome for the past few days. At times i feel really upset, but nevertheless i have to try to get use to it. Woke up this morning feeling rather depressed as usual, but as i went out and unwind myself a little, things got better. I kind of hate this feeling of not knowing the meaning of life. Have been thinking through what Stephen told me yesterday night. I think i should really learn to adopt the "depress then depress lo, dont have then dont have lo" attituide. After all, i believe this is only going to be temporarily. I have to learn to look forward and not backwards, life will be much more meaningful this way. There are times when i feel like bursting out into tears and just hiding myself in my room. But whenever this thought enters my mind, i have learnt to quickly brush it away. I believe that the more you think and dwell on it the worst i will feel. I am slowly giving up all these feelings to God cause i know that only through him can i find true joy. I also thank God for friends who have been there for me. I think that what i am going through now is just called parts and parcels of life.

Dear God, please give me the strengh to walk through this period of my life and surrender my all to you.

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