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Thursday, August 21, 2008

( Fustrations! @ 9:15 PM )

It's becoming more and more fustrating at work and more and more unbearable at work! It has becomed so fustrating that i have reached to the point where i totally ignore all the things that are happening.

Parent no 1: " Why isn't my daughter able to recognise the alphabets? Can you please do something to help her?"

Does this parent know that besides her daughter i have 41 other kids to take care of! On top of that i have observations and various literacy test and lesson plans to be carried out, i have corners to set up too???!!! I don't have time for one to one sessions with your child ok!

Parent no 2: "My son hasn't been drinking his water. Please make sure that he finish drinking his water everyday"

It's not as if we never remind the kids to drink their water-.- Every time we tell the child to drink his water, he takes one mouth and stops. We don't have so much time to keep telling him to drink over and over again. If the mother wants him to finish his water then go hire a personal nanny to take care of him! Anyway her son is one troublesome fella in class. We have other things to take care of.

Parent no 3: "My son lost his pants during bath time at school. This is not the first time! You better look for his pants or else i'm going to the office to complain!"

Hello hello, your son is already 5 years old! He should be able to take care of his own things! We teachers only have one pair of eyes and 40 over kids to look after! Furthermore the aunty who was suppose to bathe the kids was not around yesterday! One teacher had to bathe the kids and the other had to look after the rest! How would we know every single thing! Anyway your son can be a little blur at times! He is always losing his stuff, i never see this happening to the other children! GO ahead and complan all you want!

So irritating! Every single day there are new situations coming up! I don't bother anymore, i'm just going to bear with it for another year and i'm out of here! Why be so stress and upset over such things? I'm already trying my best to handle my other affairs, i've got no time for all this! If i get stress up over all this too i'll breakdown cause i cannot take it anymore. Life as becomed quite meaningless except going to church and spending time with friends and family.



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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

( Sinful Indulgence @ 7:56 PM )

Going home to an empty house almost everyday can be quite boring. Everyday's routine at work is almost the same and everyday i am just waiting for time to pass so that i can go home. I wonder how long more i can bear with this routine. Just today, i recieve news that i will be having 2 more new kids in my class, and that adds up to a total of 42 kids in my k1 class!!! And everyday i hear the same thing "have you done up your corners? HQ is coming down to check soon. We must pass the QCC this time round" I'm like WTH, come then come la. Who cares?! I'm already fed up with the number of kids and here you are telling me all this SH*T every single day. I don't mean to be so mean, but this is what happens when i'm actually pushed to the point of fustration.


I think that after much effort of losing a bit of weight i'm starting to gain them back again. I'm been indulging in sinful cravings lately. *SUNDAES!!!* Went out with karine yesterday, i thought i was going to skip dinner cause i already ate quite a lot in the day time. But i could not resist the temptation of ordering something to eat at hong kong cafe. After that meal, we headed down to white dog's cafe for a huge sundae and ice-cream float. What could be more sinful than that??? But i really felt happy being able to eat such a huge sundae. I think it's the only thing that would make me feel really happy for now.


That's me with the sundae. I could have eaten the whole thing if not for my evil other half! LOLS. I think i looked a bit worn out though.



My fren asked me if i was happy now. I'm in a dilemma. If i said i was happy, that would be a lie. If i said i was not happy that would also be a lie. Well, maybe i'm just asking for too much. But i really wonder, when will i truly be happy?



Dear God, i'm sorry if i've neglected you lately....



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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

( Calling. @ 12:37 AM )

Stephen suddenly told me that my calling for ministry expressions might be to become a backup singer at the chinese ministry. Is it really true?! Chinese Ministry?! When my chinese is half past six?! Lols. It's like something which is so out of the box. I really dunno if this is where God wants me to go. But i pray that if it is, he will show it to me very clearly.

Am i being very silly? Giving up something which i want to do for someone who's not even mine? I don't know. Tell me if i am. I dunno what to do... am i really blinded? Is all this worth it? What if things do not turn out the way i hope they will? Dear God, help me.



Dear God, if it is your will, let it be done. Show it to me clearly.



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Monday, August 11, 2008

( Fun! @ 9:32 PM )

It's been a really fun but tiring weeked. I've been feeling so tired for the whole of today, kept on yawning in class. I guess it must be because of the hangover i had on saturday night. Went ZOUK wif my bff and a few others. We had a really fun night and partied through the night. By the time i got home it was 7am! Anyway, at ZOUK my bff introduced me to the lambourgini drink. It's a really cool drink and this is actually my first time drinking it. LOLS. I must clarify that i'm not a drinker so i do not know much about drinks. Anyway the person actually lights the top of the drink for you and you will have to drink it all down at one go. After that, your inside actually feels as if it's on fire. I think it's a really good dirnk to keep one warm. Haha. Other than that, we had a few shots of lemon drop. After that, was at the dance floor most of the time. Thanks goodness i was wearing comfortables shoes that day! Past experience have told me never to wear heals when going clubbing or you'll regret it! Anyway, we took quite a few pics, but most of them are in my BFF's camera. I think i'm to lazy to upload them as well. Check out my friendster! :P

Anyway. as i was saying, i reached home at 7am. Slept for a few hours and was up by 11am. Gonna get ready to meet my bff again. LOLS. She bought for me this really pretty dress, the prettiest dress i hav in my wardrobe. We were suppose to go shopping but didn't really buy anything. I think the both of us were really tired that day. We were stoning most of the time. We didn't know where to go so we decided to go to haji lane. Well, they had a few interesting shops. But most of the clothes there weren't really our style, so we didn't buy anything. After that we went to the library to borrow some books on USA. Somewhere we are planning to go next year. By then we were already quite exhausted with all the walking. So we decided to take a break at TCC. Had a fun day, finally being able to spend time with my BFF. Later that night, i watched THE MUMMY with my family. Well it wasn't as exciting as expected. Probably also because i was already half dead by that time. But i was sure glad to reach home later that night.

Well, i sure am looking forward to the weekends again. I sure hope there won't be any disappointments this time round:P



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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

( Lunch @ 2:08 PM )

I'm back home for lunch break and to get my phone. I can't believe i actually left my phone behind when i left house this morning. It hardly or never happens to me! It must have been because of the night that i had. Woke up a few times during the night, it usually happens to me when i go to sleep the night before feeling upset. Everytime i wake up, it's tat horrible feeling that comes to me, seems like it was all a nightmare. Anyway, i do hope this will not happen too often. Disappointments are hard to avoid, they are all part and parcels of life. Live with it, Bear with it....





Dear God, teach me to live life the way you want me to



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