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Sunday, January 30, 2011

( Day after Day @ 7:35 PM )

Been wanting to change my blog skin, but somehow, i havent found the perfect one yet, so i shall just stick with this for now.

As each day passes, it's getting nearer and nearer to my mum's wedding,
and as each day passes, i'm just waiting for the day when i will get married,
have my own perfect little home, run my own perfect little family.
Why cant time just fly faster...
why cant i be richer....

I dont mean to be mean or anything,
you know that i want my mum to be happy...
but sometimes i just can't help but wish for a complete family.
After all.... this was a marriage that was never meant to happen since the first day that i was born.

I dont know what good will come out of what i've been through...
i just know that the one good thing is that i'll learn to cherish and build a complete family and that i ill never make the same selfish mistake that my mum did.



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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

( An Update @ 7:31 PM )

Here's an update of what's been happening in my life.

Ever since exams ended 2 weeks ago.... i started going back to Anna Sui to work part time.
Working at the cosmetic cosmetic counter can get quite boring at times.
Like i would say, it's all about sitting there and looking pretty.
Having bad sales isn't making it any better, but i need the money!!!
It sucks to not have money. ARGH!

I got a new iphone!!! Like finally... i waited like forever to get it. So glad it's finally in my hands.
Now i dont mind having to wait for buses or ppl :D (but that does not mean you can be late!)

My wisdom have been giving me problems every now and then. Then during my batam trip, i found out that it was decaying. After much hesitation, i decided to go to the dentist for a consultation. My heart stopped beating for a while when the dentist told me that i had to pluck out all my wisdom tooth. And one of them needs to be operate on as it was not growing properly.
You see, i'm dentist-phobic. Had a bad experience when i was young.Yes! I'm damn scared of the dentist. And my dental surgery is tomorrow! Oh God. Please save me!!! Just can't wait for it to be over :S

Went for the terry fox run with baby on Sunday. Nothing much... no kick... only 5km. The original plan was for me to walk all the way cause i was having knee problems (yes, till now it's still not ok! Dammit!) But when the run started, upon seeing everybody running, i couldn't help but want to run as well. So with much pleading and persuading i managed to get my bf to agree to me running. And i'm quite proud to myself, i managed to finish it in half an hour. I think i could have done better if i pushed myself. But it's been a long time since i ran, and on top of that i had a bad knee. So i think half an hour was good :D

Baby and me after the run:) Despite him being able to run much faster than me he kept up with my pace and accompanied me all the way. Love you!



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Saturday, January 8, 2011

( Couch Potato @ 1:59 AM )




OK... until today i never really saw a couch potato.
I'm quite curious as to how people can turn into couch potatos.
I mean, spending 20hrs a day on the couch???
Watching tv, using the lappy and even sleeping on the couch?!
I mean that's a little too absurd!
I'm quite amused by it actually.
Well, i sure hope that they dont literally turn into a potato....
or worst... the size of a potato! LOLS!

What do you think defines a couch potato???



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Thursday, January 6, 2011

( Disappointment @ 11:41 PM )

Sigh... what should i say... i guess now i'm just feeling very disappointed over my results.
Sometimes, i just cant help but wish i were a little cleverer.
Is it me or is it that i'm just not cut out for it.
Just cant help but feeling like giving up, but for the sake of the ppl who love me,
i must carry on.
It's even more demoralising when the people around you are like doing so well when they hardly study at all... sigh.... wth.

Oh well...good nights and all the best for my exams next week..... hopefully i'll do better. (hopefully)



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Wednesday, January 5, 2011

( Rest and Relax @ 2:16 AM )


Had a really awesome time over the weekend with the DG. Though it was a short 4 days, i really enjoyed myself. Felt that it was much more fun than, ahem* my 7day Taiwan trip. I guess the group of people whom you go with really does make a big difference. Especially if they're ahem* younger and more adventurous.

Nevertheless, despite all the fun, i must admit that there were times where i felt a little left out among the girls. Only a year and half has passed and i guess i haven't got to the level where i'm (should i say) good enough to share the same kind of friendship they have with each other. I do not know if that day will ever come, there's just this gap between us, this wall, (this person?)

Alright... emo things aside... this whole week gotta spend 12 hours a day mugging for my exams next week. Oh dear Lord, please grant me some special power/memory that i'll be able to get that whole chunk of stuff into this teeny brain of mine.

Good Nights :)



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