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Wednesday, September 28, 2011 ( Happy Birthday Mumny @ 2:13 AM ) It's my mum's birthday today. Just the other day, i was out shopping for a card for her. Came across a beautiful card, talking about the many wonderful things that mothers do. I paused when i read the sentence which went something like "thank for for tucking me in bed every night" Dunno why but my heart sank when i read that sentence. I wish i could call my mum my best friend. I get jealous when i see mother and daughters cuddling together on the sofa or on the bed talking abt a tv show or even anything under the roof. Things have gotten kinda awkward between us over the years and sometimes im afraid of being left alone with her, afraid of not knowing what to say. Afraid that she might speak to me in a tone which would hurt my feelings. I wanna be to tell her things abt whats gg on in my life, but somehow i just dont feel extremely comfortable about it. I miss the mum who watched over me when i was still a kid. So many happy memories she planted in our lives then. But as her business grew, things changed.... No amt of words and truly explain my feelings. I appreciate her for who she is. And i guess that all mums are perhaps different. I sure wonder what kind of mum i'll be nxt time. But one things for sure is that i would want to build a comfortable relationship with my daughter, where she'll be willing to share with me about anything.... 0 comments |