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Saturday, February 28, 2009 ( @ 5:07 PM ) 0 comments Sunday, February 22, 2009 ( @ 4:51 PM ) having this feeling the whole world's happy except you well i have Have you ever felt like you just want to cry and scream out loud, but nothing comes out of your mouth and no tears fall i have Have you ever wondered what is it that will bring you true happiness and not temporary happiness i have Have you ever wondered why is it everyone seemed to have found the right one, all except you i have Have you ever wished you could just close your eyes, dreaming those sweet dreams never having to wake up to the reality of this world i have Woke up to the voice of my brother saying "Jie, call for you" and realised that i was already 3.30. Felt quite gloomy, looked out of my window and saw the gloomy sky and the raindrops falling thought to myself, what a dark and gloomy day it is today. Supposed to be heading down to great world to get some stuffs for my trip tomorrow. Feeling lazy and moody. Still havent gotten over the quarrel with my mum, so no to borrowing the car Something's wrong with my phone, unable to recieve messages and calls. F**ked up. What a day.... 0 comments Saturday, February 21, 2009 ( @ 1:25 AM ) What a week! Everyday was packed with activities for the first time. Didn't have much time to laze around at home or even pack my room. Was glad that i could finally club with my bff again after so long. What a night. Was out with godbro most of today. He was telling me to get a life, think he's getting sick of hearing my complains every now and then and listening to my stories, as well as putting up with my emoness and seeing me lead the same life over and over again.... haha but thanks for putting up with me:)) 2 more days to genting!!! 0 comments Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ( @ 11:42 AM ) Uncle Anthony was already quite old, maybe around 70 plus? But despite his age, he was still very outgoing, and a very jovial man. I remember how he would suddenly come up to me from behind and grab my hand from behind, how he would never fail to ask me how my dad was doing. How he tried to connect my dad to his cell, and was very happy whenever my dad went to his cell. I also remembered how we went on missions trip together, how we war together for Christ. Even when we taught the people a few dance steps, he would also join in even though he knew he wasn't very good at it, he would still try. Thank You Uncle Anthony, for impacting a part of my life. It was great knowing you, we'll definitely miss you. At least I know that you are now happily in heaven, safe in the arms of the Lord. Rest well. 0 comments ( @ 12:23 AM ) Confirm the bookings for the genting trip which i'm going with the girls on monday! Can't wait for it! I'm counting down.... 5 more days! 0 comments Sunday, February 15, 2009 ( @ 3:33 PM ) After being attached on almost every Valentine's Day, i think being single on Valentine's Day wasn't so bad afterall. Esp when you're out wif great friend/friends:)) Went out we Jes, and i think i felt happier ystd than i did on V day last year with my ex. My day yesterday started with dance rehearsal for the Easter production. Was great, learnt new dance steps, but i think i got a bit tired halfway, considering the fact that i couldn't sleep till 5 plus the night before! After that when to meet Jes in town. Walked around town thinking of some place to eat, all the restaurants were super packed.... maybe cause it was V day. Wassup with this couples?! Can't they jus stay at hm. Haha... but anyway we decided to eat at sushi tei at paragon. Had to wait an hour plus for out seats so we decided to take a walk round pragon. We ended up at muji. Muji's amazing i tell you! I hardly go to muji and i think i'm falling in love with that shop( the snacks section). I was amazed to see the various kinds or snacks they had. I was tempted to buy one of every kind! Jes bought her vinegar drink(very worth it, till now she still has some of the drink left) and some snack in a cup and i bought a cherry drink and a snack too. Munched on our snacks till our seat was ready. Sushi tei was yummy, ate our favourite chawamushi and salmon sashimi. After dinner, headed down to cine. Haha, where i said i wanted to "soak" in the atmosphere. Apparently there wasn't much of a atmosphere to soak in, so we he Finally, we headed down to starbucks at The Cathay to chill out for a while. We talked about our genting trip plans and got more exctied about it. Went back after that and i reached home just in time to say goodbye to Valentine's Day 2009:)) 0 comments Thursday, February 12, 2009 ( @ 11:19 PM ) I'm trying to act as if i'm alright Why is it even bothering me? You know they're all the same and i tot that perhaps there's one who's different Argh! Bitch! Mood: EMO! BASTARDS! BASTARDS! BASTARDS! 0 comments ( @ 6:10 PM ) I'm reading all over about singles being emo and depressed. Common... cheer up, you guys are not the only singles around. V day is just another day, plan activities on that day to keep your mind off stuffs, spend time with single friends. Imagine the amount of money you can save, and you don't have to crack your brains over what to get for your lover. HAA... I begin to look back on smth i would call... my love life in 2008, maybe a little into 2009. I decided to blog down how i felt at that point of time and maybe now... maybe not all, but on those who left a impression on me. B- It took you 3 years to show your real colours. How disappointed i was at that point of time, sometimes i feel as if i've forgiven you. But when i think back about the things that happened, i'm not sure whether deep down i've really forgiven you. They say a leopard never changes it's spots, but i sure hope and pray that one day you will wake up and those spots of yours would disappear. R- I thought you were the perfect one for me. You had almost everything i was looking for. It was great to see how smoothly things were going. Sadly, you forgot your promise to me after you recovered:((... you just let go and left those feelings to die on it's own. Well, i'll still remember those sweet memories and on how crazy i think i was over you:) V- I was overly into you, even though i knew things wouldn't work out, and even though i knew what kind of person you were. But forgetting you was easy, cause i saw and found out what a playboy you can be. H- I was a fool then, i really was. Omg, you're the biggest bastard that can ever exsist. You're scary, i've never felt so cheated. I wonder when the time will come when i can look at you and not feel any hatred and anger inside me. I'm sorry to say this, but i hate you... i think i will hate you forever and ever... T- You're a great guy:)) Things could have worked out beautifully if i was willing to let it to. Sadly, i just didn't felt right and carrying it on would mean that it will be unfair to you. Thank you for all those times, i'm glad to have known you. I feel you have every right to hate me. But don't worry, i wont blame you:)) With that, i wish you all the best in you search for <3. Well, that was life for me in 08. And i think with that i've grown numb... i think i have. Dunno what 09 will be, but i think if i really want to find the right one, i must leave it to God to decide. 0 comments Monday, February 9, 2009 ( @ 4:44 PM ) Here are some pics from the China trip which i came back from 2 weeks ago... Day 1 This is the guilin mee fen that we ate for breakfast everyday throughout our trip. We soon got sick of it... We were just wondering what will happen if one day, these tigers decide to rebel... MORE mountains... Day 7 is missing, cause tat day we went to the hot springs and didn't take any pics. Well... China wasn't exactly fun. But it was a good break and i'm quite glad to be back:) 0 comments Thursday, February 5, 2009 ( @ 5:38 PM ) What do i really want? Even i myself do not know 10 days in China was not enough, or maybe it was enough, i don't know Maybe only when i let go then i'll know The selfish me 0 comments |