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Thursday, February 12, 2009

( @ 6:10 PM )

Valentine's Day is coming....

I'm reading all over about singles being emo and depressed. Common... cheer up, you guys are not the only singles around. V day is just another day, plan activities on that day to keep your mind off stuffs, spend time with single friends. Imagine the amount of money you can save, and you don't have to crack your brains over what to get for your lover. HAA...

I begin to look back on smth i would call... my love life in 2008, maybe a little into 2009. I decided to blog down how i felt at that point of time and maybe now... maybe not all, but on those who left a impression on me.

B- It took you 3 years to show your real colours. How disappointed i was at that point of time, sometimes i feel as if i've forgiven you. But when i think back about the things that happened, i'm not sure whether deep down i've really forgiven you. They say a leopard never changes it's spots, but i sure hope and pray that one day you will wake up and those spots of yours would disappear.

R- I thought you were the perfect one for me. You had almost everything i was looking for. It was great to see how smoothly things were going. Sadly, you forgot your promise to me after you recovered:((... you just let go and left those feelings to die on it's own. Well, i'll still remember those sweet memories and on how crazy i think i was over you:)

V- I was overly into you, even though i knew things wouldn't work out, and even though i knew what kind of person you were. But forgetting you was easy, cause i saw and found out what a playboy you can be.

H- I was a fool then, i really was. Omg, you're the biggest bastard that can ever exsist. You're scary, i've never felt so cheated. I wonder when the time will come when i can look at you and not feel any hatred and anger inside me. I'm sorry to say this, but i hate you... i think i will hate you forever and ever...

T- You're a great guy:)) Things could have worked out beautifully if i was willing to let it to. Sadly, i just didn't felt right and carrying it on would mean that it will be unfair to you. Thank you for all those times, i'm glad to have known you. I feel you have every right to hate me. But don't worry, i wont blame you:)) With that, i wish you all the best in you search for <3.

Well, that was life for me in 08. And i think with that i've grown numb... i think i have. Dunno what 09 will be, but i think if i really want to find the right one, i must leave it to God to decide.



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