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Saturday, March 28, 2009 ( Happiness @ 1:37 AM )   13 more days to go.... dunno what the future holds... dunno how things will turn out... shant put too much hope and take things one step at a time:) 0 comments Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ( Wasted @ 4:06 PM ) Standing at the back door She tried to make it fast One tear hit the hard woodIt fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can't get it backLet's face it For one split second She almost turned around But that would be like pouring rain drops Back into a cloudSo she took another step and said I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday Gotta face it. Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing The still of the morning, the color of the night I ain't spending no more time Wasted She kept drivin' along Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear For the first time in a while... ... 0 comments Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ( Emo? No! @ 12:24 AM ) I know it shouldn't be I paid a heavy price for it to go away but it seems it's not working Feeling cheated? It's jus the same old feeling Nothing new Waussup with me? Shouldn't i have gotten used to it already? Is there someone who's able to ans the questions i have in me? 2 more weeks before you come back come back quick will you? Even if you do... will you be willing to save me from the sorrows of the world? 0 comments Thursday, March 19, 2009 ( Gone @ 4:39 PM ) It's quite depressing actually... to realise it's gone, or rather stolen curse whoever did it! I'll never get it back again:(( *sobs* No use crying over spilt milk rach... 0 comments Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ( Too perfect @ 2:21 AM ) Dunno why i feel this way, but i think i hate her. She's : Pretty Nice body Rich Big and loving family Wonderful parents Happy with her job Happily attached Loads of friends Dammit. How can anyone be so perfect, with everything i ever hope and wanted for. Deep down inside me wishes sometimes that one of those things will be taken away from her one day. Say me jealous or whatever. But i think it's unfair, totally unfair:( 0 comments Sunday, March 15, 2009 ( Dance @ 6:08 PM ) Aching from all the dancing i did yesterday, and it's not dancing at club mind you. Went for the dance audition at aspara asia in the morning. To my surprise, i passed the audition. Looks like my saturday mornings for the next 9 months are packed and i think that also means no more clubbing on fridays:( But i think that this is my chance to finally realise my dream. And i think this whole 9 months will be quite exciting, and at the end of the whole thing, we will be staging a performance on the 5th of Dec:)) At night, i went for dance practice in church again. Had to work doubly hard cause we realised that we didn't have much practices left. At the end of the day i was dead tired. Anyway the dance practice that we all have been working very hard for is the upcoming Easter production. The details of the production are below. I would sincerely invite you to come for the production:) It's free! So let me know if you can come:) Looking forward to seeing you there!  0 comments Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ( Sick @ 5:19 PM ) Monday night's sleep was horrible. Tried to sleep early for once so went to bed at 12.30. At 2.30 i was still up so i decided to log onto msn. Went back to sleep again at 3.30am. Woke up at 7am with a horrible and terrible pain in my throat. It was so bad it was killing me. Thought i was going to fall sick. But thank God i woke up today feeling much better. Argh. Looking at the clock now and it reads 5.22. Gotta go get ready at 5.30 and i dont feel like getting up from my seat!!! Guess i better pop 2 panadols in my mouth before i go. Going for dance class later, hope it'll be fun:) Never tried this genre of dance before. 0 comments Monday, March 9, 2009 ( @ 7:41 PM ) "You'll be my make-up artist when i remarry" I just put on a fake smile and pretend as if i heard nothing. I'm afriad of the future. Afraid of losing everything and everybody. Afraid of what the months to come will be like. But i cant do anything for now. The wait is killing me. 0 comments Sunday, March 8, 2009 ( A reminder @ 6:22 PM ) Those scars will be there, to remind me always Wish i could have bled to death right there and then Don't think i'm good enough for those around me I'm sorry. 0 comments Thursday, March 5, 2009 ( Another laides night @ 8:11 PM ) I think ladies night last night was one of the best and worst club night i ever had. To think i was emo 90% of the night. Hai... shouldn't have gone clubbing with a wound that was not yet fully healed. But it was a night i would remember too, seeing how the 3 of us hugged each other. How there were tears of sorrows and how we poured out almost everything. How we found comfort and warmth in each others arms. Thanks Babes! Went to Jess house after club to stayover. We bitch quite a lot the whole night and we bitch until we all fell asleep. Haha. Jess let me listen to a song called "bless the broken road" One sentence in the song has stuck to my head ever since then. "Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms" 0 comments Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ( @ 2:28 PM ) But as usual, the moment i closed my eyes those thoughts run through my head. I begin to see visions of the whole thing. As if they were trying to haunt me go away please I wish i could rewind... rewind to last wednesday when the girls and i were in KL. Shopping and spening all our money... Then tmr will be last thursday, and friday will be last friday the day which i'll never forget Fact is, there's no such thing as a rewind... we all have to move on and pick up the pieces It's ladies night once again, and i havent thought of what to wear! Gotta meet my godbrother in 1 hrs time, but i'm still sitting in front of the com. Guess he'll have to end up waiting for me as usual. I swear i'm not going to let the same thing happen again 0 comments Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ( @ 2:49 PM ) Believe this is a very meaningful song, watch it, reflect upon it. "I believe that one day, if you look hard enough and are patient, that correct one will appear. Though love is beautiful, you cannot fall into a trap just because you're lonely. You must look properly for it, the right feeling is important " 0 comments ( @ 3:43 AM ) LOVE YA BABES TO BITS!  0 comments ( @ 3:36 AM ) What a week end this was. Full of emotions. Went through a lot of thinking. Actually i didn't really dare to think of it. I'm afraid, even at the thought of having it in my head for a split second. Never felt this way before, never wish to feel like this again Wished it was all a nightmare that i could wake up frm. felt horrible, felt terrified, felt like cutting myself up, felt like banging my head against the wall. The tremendous pain i felt. Was unbearable. Terrible. no one really understood But i guessed not all was lost. Reflected quite a bit with what i wanted to do. Decided to focus on other stuffs. And i think most importantly, closer friendship bonds were formed. I knew who were those who really cared. Opened up my eyes to those who stood by me, and i know they will always be there to pick me up when i fall down. Thanks you guys, i love you all! 0 comments Sunday, March 1, 2009 ( @ 7:02 PM ) "Seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all this things will be added unto you" Do i really have to seek God first before he grants me the desires of my heart? my foolishness has killed me... leaving me hopeless and helpless Jesus come... come, i'm desperate for you... 0 comments |
