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Thursday, May 22, 2008

( Back to work @ 11:10 PM )

After a long 2 weeks break i'm finally back to work. To my horror my partner resigned without me even knowing at all. She probably couldn't take it any longer, well who can anyway. I've got like a pile of lessons to conduct, activities to be set up etc. It's just so many tat i don't even know where to start. Dear God help me pls! I think i just need another long break if not i'll probably fall into depression. I wish i could just vomit out all these terrible feelings. People say tat i'm like still young and shouldn't have so many worries but it's easier than it seems. I hate the feeling of being cared for one day and being abandoned the next. It's like i'm just a pathetic person trying to find for a fake friend who is only able to give me happiness for that moment. The next moment, the person totally forgets everything. I also hate it when people says that they'll do things just out of convenience sake when actually they don't even mean it! Then they completely forget what they said, when the person whom they had said to is waiting for that person to do what he has agreed to. This sounds rather complicated. Oh well. Everything seems perfect when i'm surrounded by people, but when i'm back all alone behind close doors i can only cry out to Him to take away my sorrows. To solve this problem i will have to get to the root of the problem and the only way is to perhaps have the "HC attitude"

Dear God, help me to show forgiveness and not to be so bothered by things so easily.

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