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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

( Long Day @ 10:24 PM )

I had a really long day today and i'm back and quite exhausted. Last night we had core group meeting and i reached home at around 1.30am. This morning i had to wake up at 6.15 am and worked from 7am to 5.30pm. After that i had to travel all the way to woodlands for piano lesson and all the way back again. Can't imagine how relief i was when i actually reached my door step! And after watching tv and taking a nice cool bath, i'm finally sitting in front of my computer!:D

Core group meeting was kind of great. Leader shared on the 3Ps of how we can live a better life and work with God. 1. Praying- spending time and talking to God, complaining to him, telling him your needs and thanking him. 2. Partnership- partnership with the holy spirit is very important. Because indeed nothing will be impossible when you partner with God, well because he is God and nothing is impossible for him. Even if you feel that the section you just led was a total flop, as long as God is with you, the session is gonna be a ministering one. 3. Promise- hanging on to the promises of God. All these set me thinking and i think it really ministered to me. I realise i havent really been spending enough time with God, talking to him and singing his praises. When will i even start?

You know how it's horrible when you thought everything was going quite fine and then someone comes along and says he sense something is wrong. Then you have to go into deep thought and think why he say such a thing. After that you actually dig all these thought and feelings out and you realise that actually it really is something which has been bordering you, yet when it actually happened you choose to hide it deep inside you and choose to overlook it. You never knew it was actually a problem until that person mentions it and asks you to talk it over with him. Worst of all the next day you wake up feeling quite depressed and wondering if the thoughts and feelings that came out last night was a nightmare. I know this sounds kinda confusing because i didn't really add in the details. But i believe one day all will end well.

It's really funny how a single human can make one so happy, at the same time make one upset.
I guess we are all humans and God gave us emotions for a reason. I think i'm just going through this transition period now, where one can be so lost in thoughts and feelings that she does not know what she's doing. Or whether she's feeling happy or sad. New cell this friday, and i'm not really sure how i'm going to cope with it. I hope that i will find my purpose there and fulfill God's purpose for me when he placed me at Hased@Anchorvale.


Dear God, just prepare me for the things ahead, that i will be brave enough to overcome any challenges.



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